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Beginning Musings.
This blog is a fun new hat I get the privilege of wearing in the current timeline I find myself in. I’ve challenged myself to dedicate time and space WEEKLY to give permission, to allow, receive and give myself as much pleasure as possible inside of our Self Pleasure Temple and afterwards writing about new learnings and insights. I am kinda enjoying the ritualistic & sacred space this blog and event allows.
Reunited and it feels so gooood. Practice makes perfect. Perfection isn’t always needed. Practicing ALLOWING. New moon in Aquarius.
I am always receiving little musings from the universe and allowing it to talk to me through things like, tarot cards, little phrases, key notes, really… just listening as it continues to speak to me. Having these on the internet makes it a vulnerable space. One of the ways I’m allowing is to give myself the space and permission to share my stories. I often find that my story is quite similar to others and in sharing, perhaps I may grow. It is my hope you’ll glean something from this too. I’d like this to be more of a leaning into our shared experience, and the themes I may be working though. Perhaps we share a similar path.
My tarot card pull for the night was:
PAST: Reversed Ace of Wands
PRESENT: Page of Pentacles
FUTURE: Reversed Strength
My recent past definitely has had major setbacks and things that are par the course for the season. Illness, inclimate weather, a sick child, a dropping partner, oh shit, I AM THE PARTNER NEEDING HELP… yeah. All of that. There’s TONS of potential and fiery energy ~ Keep showing up and trusting that the process will get me to where I want to go.
My Present offers chances to connect back to my study, my practice. I’ve shown back up to my yoga mat, to my body more consistently recently. All of our hard work is paying off. I have gratitude for how far we have come. Messenger of hard work. One of our self care goals this month is to take just a few minutes (even just one) and find your ujjayi breath (ocean sounding breath to reconnect to the present moment). Showing up for myself in just that way has been fruitful. It’s frustrating, when I realize I haven’t made that kind of time for myself. So hum.
The future Reversed Strength card surprised me. This card often represents me in a reading. It often gets pulled for me, and yet the reversal was new. Self Doubt and raw emotions are something I did experience the next day, as I needed support most of the day nursing a very hurty hip. My strength was UPSIDE DOWN. Hmmm.
Transmuting my tarot pull after Self Pleasure Temple.
My grimoire is near and dear to me.
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Spotify LInk — ELO WATERFALL
Nostalgic revisit to cleaning the house as a child & my mothers musical influence…
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Dark Chocolate Sea Salt Granola with blueberries, WARM coconut milk, with dashes of cinnamon, nutmeg & cloves whisked in. Hits the spot.
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Yes. More chocolate! This quote below from the wrapper of a delicious vegan magic chocolate bar (a new friend of mine creates). Such a beautiful quote by Thich Nhat Hanh, whom just left this plane of existence. A beautiful offering & reminder of his presence.
Musings
“What a joy to be with one another again! Cam’s magical scent was placed upon our foreheads ceremoniously by Abi on our foreheads. To be enveloped in sacred or holy magic while releasing & creating with my orgasms. Such a sensation exploration. The cosmos on the ceiling. Always a drift. Things that I have become more powerful in. How I am allowing. Look how far we have come. Notice all of the just showing up and learning how to do it better next time. Anointing people as they enter the space. Find fellow witches & prosper. Wanting to explore my own ways of releasing energy. Ways of getting the energy I desire. Finding those things/people. Creating my world with my voice. Learning how to allow. Learning to cultivate peace. Learning to doula. Create the best aftercare. Space theme mediation. Chanting more in classes. Once again I am bleeding. The cycle just continues forward. What an interesting ride into becoming more of myself. Having intimate quality time with each other is so wonderful. I am very much so enamored with my life & filled with so much love & gratitude for all of the joys the world constantly provides for me. I am a powerful Manifestor. I may need Generator time — but so be it. <—- what a good way to look at it. Share your gifts with the world.”
I appreciate having this space to share myself in vulnerable ways. Seeing as this is my first attempt, I’m not going to try to dazzle, but in sharing my path perhaps we may all grow in this together. Thanks for the space. 💖 T